Expanding Horizons

God is expanding my horizons.....My life is in the hands of Jesus....

Haven't we wandered long enough?
Just when I think we;ve settled
It's time to pack up again
How long will this go on?
Why can't I just stay on?
Why O Lord does it have to be me?
How long do I have to take pain,
Lord,hear..you know my heart.
It's painful Lord with every new start
Oh LOrd all I ask is some time
I need strength before this grind
When will it stop,the right find?
You've seen the tears of endless times
It's getting weary Lord but I still wanna climb
Help my Jesus,I cannot decline
My path is now hard even though I'm tryin
But may my will be centered in Thine..

A month back,this was my prayer..and my faithful Lord has never left me....
He told me,"For I know the plans I have for you,declares the Lord,plans of
welfare and not for calamity,to give you a future and a hope."(Jeremiah 29:11)
The Lord is always there...I might be stricken with fear and doubt when my boat
is sinking but even though the storms rage..Jesus is in control...
Everything may not go as I planned,Lord...but help me and give me grace so that I
don't mess your plan in my life..Love you Jesus...Amen

There have been many times that I have heard this verse and it's not till recently that it's actual meaning dawned on me with full force....MANY are CALLED but only a FEW are chosen...sends shivers down my spine when I look back and realize how many times I have disappointed my Lord by my rebellion and still do....But this makes me cling to my Saviour even more cos I've learned that it is IMPOSSIBLE in my strength but in His strength everything is POSSIBLE...Amen...
Every Christian is called for an unique task to accomplish....One must never let satan deceive us that we're not good enough....I believed that lie sometime back but not any more...
Today I stand at a fork in the road of my life...there are many roads but I know there is only one narrow road....It's not an easy path....There are many sacrifices...yes even some good things may have to go....Right now I feel I can't endure but I just keep my eyes fixed on the One who chose me, loved me and understood me like nobody in this world ever will !!!

Oh,dear Jesus I know I can't do it myself....I don't understand so many things Lord but I know you're in control....Thankyou so much for being so patient with me...I really do wanna be among those who are CHOSEN but I can't do it alone...I need you Lord..Keep me in the Jesus way... keep me in that narrow path that you trod.....It's all about you Lord...Thankyou for making my life so meaningful and full of hope...Make me a faithful servant Master....Amen

No matter how hard the situation may seem... every true Christian should take inspiration from this quote..... "When the going gets tough,the tough get going" Amen...

I praise my Jesus and I am humbled and honoured by His love and grace in my life....After many months of spiritual decline and coldness...the Lord has sent a mighty revival and a never ending passion for His Kingdom...it's amazing that it seems only to grow everyday as I walk with my Saviour...His presence has become so precious to me that nothing else is best.....I am having so many WOW moments with Jesus..the kind of life I desired...full of meaning and purpose....The many "goliaths" in my life have fallen dead [they're even stinking by now :-) ]...I experience such power that word's are not enough to explain it.....The Lord is sending a revival...the storm of the Holy Spirit is going to uproot the chains satan the defeated foe has bound many with....Amen....
There is an urgency in my spirit....There is a lot to do...the harvest is ready.....Lord..I only pray ..'what is the cost?...show me Jesus..I am willing to do with the power of the Holy Spirit'..
Praise be to God.......This is just the beginning.......So all of you who have read this blog....get ready for a mighty wave of change....Delhi is going to see the Saviour they were looking for..Amen.....From Delhi ......it will only spread.......The world will bow in reverence to the One they crucified..Oh Holy Spirit touch all those who read this now.....In faith I pray..Amen

Lord I want to give a special thanks to all those in wonderful precious souls at THE CITY FELLOWSHIP CENTER...thankyou for the zeal..their prayerful attitude.....Let us all grow Jesus in you so that each one of us may reflect Jesus to this dying world....Amen..........

I am writing this blog right after the previous one which might have seemed so desperate...
It was....But I am so thankful to God for He gave me 10 times of what I asked.....I dedicate this poem to all those brothers and sister's who have blessed me by their prayers,words, encouragements,scoldings[;)] ,love and care..........Thankyou Jesus for I love you so.....

I hadn't realized how much it meant
To know that someone cares to pray
To uphold me when i'm gray,
With timely encouragments and those frowns
I thank you Lord,today for those
Who came my way just like a rose.
There were petals but with the thorns,
But all were meant to make unlike those with horns..
Horns of pride,and of scorn.
To be transformed into a little like You.
If you who's reading this lil' rhyme,
Was in any way a part of my making,
Into the Father's mould since my awakening...
I thank you from the bottom of my heart,
I'll never ever forget how I did start.
My life had to end before it began,
But my Jesus had another plan..
I'm honoured you are part of my space
As you join me in this heavenly race...


Words are not enough but only in Heaven all of you dear people will know how much your love has lifted me......Thankyou once again

There was a time last week when some situation broke my heart.....I had to say goodbye to some of my dearest brother's and sister's in the Lord...Oh,Lord only you understand my pain....but I won't complain because you have given me so much in return..
This poem that I wrote was that I wrote in despair and much sorrow but it is my faith and strong belief that the Lord will restore Jerusalem.....The breaches will be repaired...Yes,Lord...do as you will.Amen
Have the heart's become cold.
Has ambition made em' bold.
Prejudice has made brother's hate.
In this world all this is true.
But what do you do when the Church wants to mate,
With the fallen systems of this heath.
Oh such pain it does give my heart.
When whom I thought was family does sham,
Sending by semaphore to the ruler of this world,
Giving the serpent the last laugh.
Oh what have we come to,my dear pilgrims in this Christian walk,
We have missed the road that was narrow
slipped onto another path slightly broader,
The time has come to hasten
To our hassock and cry to the Lord..
So that He'll save us before the devil can harry,
And turn the Holy Bride of Christ into a harlot..
Oh may this never happen....
When oh bretheren,will you hearken????


God help us all to hear your voice...this is my only plea....

It encouraged me so much when I read in article by Br.Zac Poonen that God even used a donkey to fulfill His ministry.It gives me hope that even if I have committed a mistake a thousand time,if I repent,The Lord is willing to lift me up and take me higher..Oh,help me Jesus.

This poem I wrote describes my feelings..

I walked hard,I walked straight,
Indeed Christian life's a race.
I thought I was fine,
But mine was a strange case.
Why did it always end in a maze?
After the struggle I was left in a daze.
Can you guess just how I might end this phrase?
There was One needed to calm that was ablaze.
Jesus now walks with me in my race.
Now there's no more daze,no maze,no blaze.
People might think my mind's a bit craze.
But I have my Jesus and that's the end of this phrase..

For further information about Br.Zac Poonen
Christian Fellowship Church,
Bangalore, India

I was feeling very low last night....was crying out to God about my repeated spiritual failures and stupid choices that I make impulsively and hurt others in the process...So all my sadness I vent out into this poem I wrote....The Lord really heard m cry and comforted me in a way I have never experienced before....Love u Jesus........

My life goes like the mountain
Up and down,more of down like the fountain
Hitting rock bottom much too often
Deject's me,my heart it does sadden
Always expecting something to happen,
When something else always does dampen
Leaving me to my tears to lighten
Oh,weary I am to even think of the more heartaches to happen.
But the Lord is still looking and waitin..
Holding the end of the rope of my life,His hands never achin'
He let the rope a lil' slack,my freedom not curbin'
With each heartbreak tellin' that I'll be needin'
My precious Jesus even when life'll be endin'....


This is the story of my life..Praise Jesus for He loves me so....I know that I CANNOT do ANYTHING WITHOUT HIM....Oh,Lord Jesus please become my everything....Amen

The New year certainly began with a bang...It was different sort of bang for our family though..
A miracle happened on the 1st of Jan, the whole roof of our bathroom just fell down...smashing the westeren toilet seat into pieces....It would have been instant death had anyone been there...My sister was just about to enter but was distracted for 5 mins..Praise God..He is so faithful..protecting us n keeping us...Whatever the devil tries He CANNOT SHAKE OUR FAITH....The Lord is indeed showing us through all of this that in this year He is going to be our Protector from the snares of the wicked one and our Provider for all our needs..Amen

I waited patiently for the LORD;
And He inclined to me and heard my cry.
He brought me up out of the pit of destruction, out of the miry clay,
And He set my feet upon a rock
making my footsteps firm.

He put a new song in my mouth,
a song of praise to our God;
Many will see and fear

And will trust in the LORD.

How blessed is the man who has
made the LORD his trust,
And has not turned to the proud,
nor to those who lapse into falsehood.

Psalm 40:1-4 NASB