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There are times when we step into those phases of life which seem so blank,dark,full of nothingness.I know it coz I'm going through one of those wilderness of testing times....Its painful,its hard,knocks you down,makes your knees go weak,makes you crawl....
I know its in these times the Lord selects His faithful..When there's plenty,when there is happiness, when there are loved ones to support and fellowship with,it all seems so easy; but when there's no one around,there's just you and your Creator with the evil one tugging the rope of your life with false illusions of a mirage of watery joy in your deserted moments...thats when you have to stand!! There's still hope,there's still joy,there's a reason to sing...Coz He's my king!! Amen....
Even though the road may be hard and narrow..help Lord so I don't give-in or give up!!!
Coz God I don't ask you to make my life easy but I do ask you to make me strong!!!Amen....

Haven't we wandered long enough?
Just when I think we;ve settled
It's time to pack up again
How long will this go on?
Why can't I just stay on?
Why O Lord does it have to be me?
How long do I have to take pain,
Lord,hear..you know my heart.
It's painful Lord with every new start
Oh LOrd all I ask is some time
I need strength before this grind
When will it stop,the right find?
You've seen the tears of endless times
It's getting weary Lord but I still wanna climb
Help my Jesus,I cannot decline
My path is now hard even though I'm tryin
But may my will be centered in Thine..

A month back,this was my prayer..and my faithful Lord has never left me....
He told me,"For I know the plans I have for you,declares the Lord,plans of
welfare and not for calamity,to give you a future and a hope."(Jeremiah 29:11)
The Lord is always there...I might be stricken with fear and doubt when my boat
is sinking but even though the storms rage..Jesus is in control...
Everything may not go as I planned,Lord...but help me and give me grace so that I
don't mess your plan in my life..Love you Jesus...Amen

There have been many times that I have heard this verse and it's not till recently that it's actual meaning dawned on me with full force....MANY are CALLED but only a FEW are chosen...sends shivers down my spine when I look back and realize how many times I have disappointed my Lord by my rebellion and still do....But this makes me cling to my Saviour even more cos I've learned that it is IMPOSSIBLE in my strength but in His strength everything is POSSIBLE...Amen...
Every Christian is called for an unique task to accomplish....One must never let satan deceive us that we're not good enough....I believed that lie sometime back but not any more...
Today I stand at a fork in the road of my life...there are many roads but I know there is only one narrow road....It's not an easy path....There are many sacrifices...yes even some good things may have to go....Right now I feel I can't endure but I just keep my eyes fixed on the One who chose me, loved me and understood me like nobody in this world ever will !!!

Oh,dear Jesus I know I can't do it myself....I don't understand so many things Lord but I know you're in control....Thankyou so much for being so patient with me...I really do wanna be among those who are CHOSEN but I can't do it alone...I need you Lord..Keep me in the Jesus way... keep me in that narrow path that you trod.....It's all about you Lord...Thankyou for making my life so meaningful and full of hope...Make me a faithful servant Master....Amen

No matter how hard the situation may seem... every true Christian should take inspiration from this quote..... "When the going gets tough,the tough get going" Amen...

I am writing this blog right after the previous one which might have seemed so desperate...
It was....But I am so thankful to God for He gave me 10 times of what I asked.....I dedicate this poem to all those brothers and sister's who have blessed me by their prayers,words, encouragements,scoldings[;)] ,love and care..........Thankyou Jesus for I love you so.....


I hadn't realized how much it meant
To know that someone cares to pray
To uphold me when i'm gray,
With timely encouragments and those frowns
I thank you Lord,today for those
Who came my way just like a rose.
There were petals but with the thorns,
But all were meant to make unlike those with horns..
Horns of pride,and of scorn.
To be transformed into a little like You.
If you who's reading this lil' rhyme,
Was in any way a part of my making,
Into the Father's mould since my awakening...
I thank you from the bottom of my heart,
I'll never ever forget how I did start.
My life had to end before it began,
But my Jesus had another plan..
I'm honoured you are part of my space
As you join me in this heavenly race...


-Susanna

Words are not enough but only in Heaven all of you dear people will know how much your love has lifted me......Thankyou once again

There was a time last week when some situation broke my heart.....I had to say goodbye to some of my dearest brother's and sister's in the Lord...Oh,Lord only you understand my pain....but I won't complain because you have given me so much in return..
This poem that I wrote was that I wrote in despair and much sorrow but it is my faith and strong belief that the Lord will restore Jerusalem.....The breaches will be repaired...Yes,Lord...do as you will.Amen
Have the heart's become cold.
Has ambition made em' bold.
Prejudice has made brother's hate.
In this world all this is true.
But what do you do when the Church wants to mate,
With the fallen systems of this heath.
Oh such pain it does give my heart.
When whom I thought was family does sham,
Sending by semaphore to the ruler of this world,
Giving the serpent the last laugh.
Oh what have we come to,my dear pilgrims in this Christian walk,
We have missed the road that was narrow
slipped onto another path slightly broader,
The time has come to hasten
To our hassock and cry to the Lord..
So that He'll save us before the devil can harry,
And turn the Holy Bride of Christ into a harlot..
Oh may this never happen....
When oh bretheren,will you hearken????


-Susanna

God help us all to hear your voice...this is my only plea....